February 2012
I should really try to get too sleep and get off...
Someone wanna call me? I know I’ll be laying in bed lonely just staring at the ceilings .. Ask for number or leave them in my ask~ or just call me if you know me <3
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One day I'll find someone truly perfect in my...
And when I do I know I wouldn’t be afraid too go on my knees and take your left hand and slide that ring with confidants and call you mine. However I do propose to you, I’m sure I can’t wait to finally do that on front of my friends and family *yours as well* and make you officially my loving wife. Ughh the future thoughts (:
A girl who can wink is a turn on ..
@ricky
sydneeeybui:
NO I DO NOT…I’m just as tall as a 10 year old.. lol
LOL it works for me ((;
jk haha. just take that makeup off and you’ll look 10 xp
My goal..
After this semester of weight training class, I’m gonna try to get fit and buff! Not too buff where it looks gross, but just a lil bigger and more rip. Why? Just cuz I love improving my body. and honestly just to let all my exes hate me more because they can’t have me anymore. LOL jk .. but really I’m gonna be motivated to work out this semester. LOL :D
When I get shy or you make me feel nervous I... →
BOREDUM! OMFG I NEED TO SLEEP ... just a few more... →
Sigh, someone cuddle with me. →
Long day at school!
It was kinda horrible since it rained and had lightening .. My shoes goe all wet ><” and I stayed from 11 am till now .. But wasn’t as bad! :) My class seem fun and nice teachers :D I already got photography hw .. lol Hopefully I can do it tomorrow at school. Gotta wake up early tomorrow! ><”
Anonymous asked: Hi, umm I'm really shy and because of the huge age difference i don't think I'm worth showing u who i am, but umm i just wanted to say hi and that i love your Dear Future Girlfriend notes i think they are super cute, and i just hope that u find the perfect girlfriend, oh and that you had a good day ^^
Comfortable relationships
Where you’re not afraid to fart around eachother, burp really loud, or pick eachothers nose for the hell of it. You both can be compete idiots and you don’t judge eachother even one bit. Those relationships are the only relationships worth being in. You should be able to joke around and be yourself. That’s what love is about.
Its hard not talking to you because you're the...
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I wish I could forget about you.
I don’t know how you made such a big impact on my life. I thought I let you go a while back. I thought I could handle talking to you again, but I guess not. I need to stop all this .. Get the hell out of my head .. /:
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Suicidal thoughts is the most stupidest way to get...
Just think about it. How would the people closest to you feel when your out of the picture? What if someone lost you and continues the path you took. I get how it’s the easiest way to make someone noticed you, but you shouldn’t put anyone in that position. Just the thought of losing a person, can be painful to another person. A life isn’t something that shouldn’t be thrown...
Listen
Dislike when you see the same girl hitting on...
i c u.
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One reason why I don't like to talk to my exes.
Once that awkward phase gets pass by us, my feelings will come back. If we didn’t work out the first time why would I want to start over? I usually try to keep away from people who I got close too just avoid any situations between us, but it’s just tough when they come back and not quit ..
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Rant.
I already hate being single. Never really enjoyed it, but also hated getting hurt from every relationshit that ever came up. I hate missing how much I had you. I hate how you just walked back in my life, yet I can’t even have a chance to win you back .. I hate how much you scared my past. I hate how all the little times we shared made a big impact on me. Just having nights where everything...
Tbh, I feel like crying myself to sleep ..
To much just coming at me .. Fuck this.
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Dear Future Girlfriend,
We’re going ice skating. I always thought that would be a cute date to go on. ^^ <3
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Dear Future Girlfriend,
I’d love to give you piggy back rides. <3
Anonymous asked: You're only 19! I'm 15, i would so date you lolol
Let's play a game.
I’ll stop talking to you for a while, on purpose of course-and if you realize that I’m gone, then that means you care. If you don’t……then I’ll know where I stand in your life.
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LOL I had this in my draft .. I wonder if you...
We were messing around, flirting, the usual, you know, like at carthage. pushing each other around, sneaking in kisses. at times our tongues would wrestle.. we walked back to the beach house that we were staying at, you started a fire. we played music, sang a long. i started to mess around with you, punching you playfully. i leaned over, going in for a kiss and backed away at the last second,...
I have an open heart.
If anyone need someone to talk to without being judged, I’m the one. If someone just need someone to listen to his/her problem, I’m here. If someone needs a crying shoulder, my shoulder he/she can take. I have a open heart and I can be anyone’s punching bag. Just don’t punch me so hard that I’ll get injured.
The problem with Asian parents and relationships
They always think of the bad side to the relationship. They’ll always think your boyfriend/girlfriend will bring your grades down, turn you into a bad person, or marry and get you pregnant if you’re a girl. That’s annoying. What they don’t think about is the good side. The possibility that that boyfriend or girlfriend will make you a better person, get your grades up cuz you’re inspired. They...
I’m tired of the bullshit relationship pattern. I hate how you have to repeat every shit to the next person you talk too. We get all happy from the start and we share each other our life stories and what do you know, “where the hell are they now.” Ugh. Why can’t I have someone who can stick around and not let go? Is that too hard? Like they say, “Love got harder to find since sex is easy to get”...
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I'm pretty emotional.
I don’t show it when I’m with you, but I get those nights where I feel alone. I feel like no one will be there for me. I get thoughts back and fourth. Eventually I cry and let my feelings out. I just let it all out and hopefully I wake up to a better day. Call me weak, but I have feelings too ..
I want to just hit some random ass party and just go with the flow. I just wanna drink like there’s not tomorrow .. I just wanna get drunk and do what ever the fuck I do. I just wanna feel careless and not worry about anything .. ><”
Once you see you'll shit brix →
There are some things that are meant to be and others that just aren’t meant to be. But there’s always that one thing, that one person who you would go all out for, fight for, and go through so much, just to be with that person. You just need to decide whether that person is worth fighting for.
Letting go
It’s better letting go people instead of being hurt all the time, sometimes you just need to move on and find someone who will make you happy and not treat you like a piece of shit.
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Valentine day is so annoying when your fucking...
Happy Valentines Day.
“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.”
- 1 Corinthians 13
I'm just going to be alone forever.
I’m tired of hoping. I’m tired of looking and waiting for something I’ll never find. I’m tired of forcing myself to let people go because it’s for the best. I’m tired of not feeling good enough for the person that makes me happiest the most. I’m tired of thinking I’ve found the right person only to have them not be able to see me the same way. I’m tired of hurting. Being alone just seems like...
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I still check up on you.
I still care for you, and I still worry for you. Sometimes, I would have that random thought of you. Even though what we had doesn’t stand at the same spot anymore, doesn’t mean everything has changed into a whole different thing and atmosphere.
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Dear Future Girlfriend,
We’re gonna get couple rings with our names engrave on it. I always liked those and inside will say “infinity” and “beyond.” :)
Why would you wait for Valentines to make your...
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What am I suppose to do.
I don’t know what you want out of me. I don’t know how to be a friend after you show me this much feeling towards me. It doesn’t feel right if we just become “friends.” I can’t get use to this. I tried everything to keep our situation gone. But, in the end our feelings just come right back .. After showing you my feelings and we pass the friend zone, I...
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Well Since Everyone Is Horny.
Ladies Imagine me ring that door bell. You peek through the door and bite your lips. You open the door and I instantly smile and stare in your eyes. Our mind running images you can imagine you want us to be doing. I slowly walk in grab your waist and put you against the wall. I slowly go towards your lips and give you soft warm kiss. My other hands slowly shuts the door and we continue making out....
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Eventually Friends with Benefits will fall for one...
You will be spending most of your times around that one another. You are pretty much giving each other pleasure and sooner or later your eyes will eventually catch on to each other. You’ll eventually get to know each other as you continue making yourself satisfied with them. You’ll fall for them. I wouldn’t mind having one ..
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Vent.
I tried so hard to lose the feeling I had for you. No matter how much it hurts sticking by you, it’s tough not having you in my life. I tried everything to get you off my mind, but you keep coming back. I wish life could be easier to understand, but you’re throwing all these curve balls making me motivated to come back and hit that shit. Ugh.